The discussion of Mr. Collins's offer was now nearly at
an end, and Elizabeth had only to suffer from the uncomfortable
feelings necessarily attending it, and occasionally from some
peevish allusion of her mother. As for the gentleman himself,
his feelings were chiefly expressed, not by embarrassment or
dejection, or by trying to avoid her, but by stiffness of manner
and resentful silence. He scarcely ever spoke to her, and the
assiduous attentions which he had been so sensible of himself,
were transferred for the rest of the day to Miss Lucas, whose
civility in listening to him, was a seasonable relief to them
all, and especially to her friend.
The morrow produced no abatement of Mrs. Bennet's ill humour
or ill health. Mr. Collins was also in the same state of angry
pride. Elizabeth had hoped that his resentment might shorten
his visit, but his plan did not appear in the least affected
by it. He was always to have gone on Saturday, and to Saturday
he still meant to stay.
After breakfast, the girls walked to Meryton, to inquire if
Mr. Wickham were returned, and to lament over his absence from
the Netherfield ball. He joined them on their entering the
town and attended them to their aunt's, where his regret and
vexation, and the concern of every body was well talked over.—To
Elizabeth, however, he voluntarily acknowledged that the necessity
of his absence had been self imposed.
"I found," said he, "as the time drew near, that I had better
not meet Mr. Darcy;—that to be in the same room, the
same party with him for so many hours together, might be more
than I could bear, and that scenes might arise unpleasant to
more than myself."
She highly approved his forbearance, and they had leisure
for a full discussion of it, and for all the commendation which
they civilly bestowed on each other, as Wickham and another
officer walked back with them to Longbourn, and during the
walk he particularly attended to her. His accompanying them
was a double advantage; she felt all the compliment it offered
to herself, and it was most acceptable as an occasion of introducing
him to her father and mother.
Soon after their return, a letter was delivered to Miss Bennet;
it came from Netherfield, and was opened immediately. The envelope
contained a sheet of elegant, little, hot-pressed paper, well
covered with a lady's fair, flowing hand; and Elizabeth saw
her sister's countenance change as she read it, and saw her
dwelling intently on some particular passages. Jane recollected
herself soon, and putting the letter away, tried to join with
her usual cheerfulness in the general conversation; but Elizabeth
felt an anxiety on the subject which drew off her attention
even from Wickham; and no sooner had he and his companion taken
leave, than a glance from Jane invited her to follow her up
stairs. When they had gained their own room, Jane taking out
the letter, said,
"This is from Caroline Bingley; what it contains, has surprised
me a good deal. The whole party have left Netherfield by this
time, and are on their way to town; and without any intention
of coming back again. You shall hear what she says."
She then read the first sentence aloud, which comprised the
information of their having just resolved to follow their brother
to town directly, and of their meaning to dine that day in
Grosvenor street, where Mr. Hurst had a house. The next was
in these words. "I do not pretend to regret any thing I shall
leave in Hertfordshire, except your society, my dearest friend;
but we will hope at some future period, to enjoy many returns
of the delightful intercourse we have known, and in the mean
while may lessen the pain of separation by a very frequent
and most unreserved correspondence. I depend on you for that." To
these high flown expressions, Elizabeth listened with all the
insensibility of distrust; and though the suddenness of their
removal surprised her, she saw nothing in it really to lament;
it was not to be supposed that their absence from Netherfield
would prevent Mr. Bingley's being there; and as to the loss
of their society, she was persuaded that Jane must soon cease
to regard it, in the enjoyment of his.
"It is unlucky," said she, after a short pause, "that you
should not be able to see your friends before they leave the
country. But may we not hope that the period of future happiness
to which Miss Bingley looks forward, may arrive earlier than
she is aware, and that the delightful intercourse you have
known as friends, will be renewed with yet greater satisfaction
as sisters?—Mr. Bingley will not be detained in London
by them."
"Caroline decidedly says that none of the party will return
into Hertfordshire this winter. I will read it to you—"
"When my brother left us yesterday, he imagined that the business
which took him to London, might be concluded in three or four
days, but as we are certain it cannot be so, and at the same
time convinced that when Charles gets to town he will be in
no hurry to leave it again, we have determined on following
him thither, that he may not be obliged to spend his vacant
hours in a comfortless hotel. Many of my acquaintance are already
there for the winter; I wish I could hear that you, my dearest
friend, had any intention of making one in the croud, but of
that I despair. I sincerely hope your Christmas in Hertfordshire
may abound in the gaieties which that season generally brings,
and that your beaux will be so numerous as to prevent your
feeling the loss of the three of whom we shall deprive you."
"It is evident by this," added Jane, "that he comes back no
more this winter."
"It is only evident that Miss Bingley does not mean he should."
"Why will you think so? It must be his own doing.—He
is his own master. But you do not know all. I will read
you the passage which particularly hurts me. I will have no
reserves from you." "Mr. Darcy is impatient to see
his sister, and to confess the truth, we are scarcely less
eager to meet her again. I really do not think Georgiana Darcy
has her equal for beauty, elegance, and accomplishments; and
the affection she inspires in Louisa and myself is heightened
into something still more interesting, from the hope we dare
to entertain of her being hereafter our sister. I do not know
whether I ever before mentioned to you my feelings on this
subject, but I will not leave the country without confiding
them, and I trust you will not esteem them unreasonable. My
brother admires her greatly already, he will have frequent
opportunity now of seeing her on the most intimate footing,
her relations all wish the connection as much as his own, and
a sister's partiality is not misleading me, I think, when I
call Charles most capable of engaging any woman's heart. With
all these circumstances to favour an attachment and nothing
to prevent it, am I wrong, my dearest Jane, in indulging the
hope of an event which will secure the happiness of so many?"
"What think you of this sentence, my dear Lizzy?"—said
Jane as she finished it. "Is it not clear enough?—Does
it not expressly declare that Caroline neither expects nor
wishes me to be her sister; that she is perfectly convinced
of her brother's indifference, and that if she suspects the
nature of my feelings for him, she means (most kindly!) to
put me on my guard? Can there be any other opinion on the subject?"
"Yes, there can; for mine is totally different.—Will
you hear it?"
"Most willingly."
"You shall have it in few words. Miss Bingley sees that her
brother is in love with you, and wants him to marry Miss Darcy.
She follows him to town in the hope of keeping him there, and
tries to persuade you that he does not care about you."
Jane shook her head.
"Indeed, Jane, you ought to believe me.—No one who has
ever seen you together, can doubt his affection. Miss Bingley
I am sure cannot. She is not such a simpleton. Could she have
seen half as much love in Mr. Darcy for herself, she would
have ordered her wedding clothes. But the case is this. We
are not rich enough, or grand enough for them; and she is the
more anxious to get Miss Darcy for her brother, from the notion
that when there has been one intermarriage, she may have less
trouble in achieving a second; in which there is certainly
some ingenuity, and I dare say it would succeed, if Miss de
Bourgh were out of the way. But, my dearest Jane, you cannot
seriously imagine that because Miss Bingley tells you her brother
greatly admires Miss Darcy, he is in the smallest degree less
sensible of your merit than when he took leave of
you on Tuesday, or that it will be in her power to persuade
him that instead of being in love with you, he is very much
in love with her friend."
"If we thought alike of Miss Bingley," replied Jane, "your
representation of all this, might make me quite easy. But I
know the foundation is unjust. Caroline is incapable of wilfully
deceiving anyone; and all that I can hope in this case is,
that she is deceived herself."
"That is right.—You could not have started a more happy
idea, since you will not take comfort in mine. Believe her
to be deceived by all means. You have now done your duty by
her, and must fret no longer."
"But, my dear sister, can I be happy, even supposing the best,
in accepting a man whose sisters and friends are all wishing
him to marry elsewhere?"
"You must decide for yourself," said Elizabeth, "and if, upon
mature deliberation, you find that the misery of disobliging
his two sisters is more than equivalent to the happiness of
being his wife, I advise you by all means to refuse him."
"How can you talk so?"—said Jane faintly smiling,—"You
must know that though I should be exceedingly grieved at their
disapprobation, I could not hesitate."
"I did not think you would;—and that being the case,
I cannot consider your situation with much compassion."
"But if he returns no more this winter, my choice will never
be required. A thousand things may arise in six months!"
The idea of his returning no more Elizabeth treated with the
utmost contempt. It appeared to her merely the suggestion of
Caroline's interested wishes, and she could not for a moment
suppose that those wishes, however openly or artfully spoken,
could influence a young man so totally independent of every
one.
She represented to her sister as forcibly as possible what
she felt on the subject, and had soon the pleasure of seeing
its happy effect. Jane's temper was not desponding, and she
was gradually led to hope, though the diffidence of affection
sometimes overcame the hope, that Bingley would return to Netherfield
and answer every wish of her heart.
They agreed that Mrs. Bennet should only hear of the departure
of the family, without being alarmed on the score of the gentleman's
conduct; but even this partial communication gave her a great
deal of concern, and she bewailed it as exceedingly unlucky
that the ladies should happen to go away, just as they were
all getting so intimate together. After lamenting it however
at some length, she had the consolation of thinking that Mr.
Bingley would be soon down again and soon dining at Longbourn,
and the conclusion of all was the comfortable declaration that,
though he had been invited only to a family dinner, she would
take care to have two full courses. |