Convinced as Elizabeth now was that Miss Bingley's dislike
of her had originated in jealousy, she could not help feeling
how very unwelcome her appearance at Pemberley must be to her,
and was curious to know with how much civility on that lady's
side the acquaintance would now be renewed.
On reaching the house, they were shewn through the hall into
the saloon, whose northern aspect rendered it delightful for
summer. Its windows, opening to the ground, admitted a most
refreshing view of the high woody hills behind the house, and
of the beautiful oaks and Spanish chesnuts which were scattered
over the intermediate lawn.
In this room they were received by Miss Darcy, who was sitting
there with Mrs. Hurst and Miss Bingley, and the lady with whom
she lived in London. Georgiana's reception of them was very
civil; but attended with all that embarrassment which, though
proceeding from shyness and the fear of doing wrong, would
easily give to those who felt themselves inferior the belief
of her being proud and reserved. Mrs. Gardiner and her niece,
however, did her justice, and pitied her.
By Mrs. Hurst and Miss Bingley, they were noticed only by
a curtsey; and on their being seated, a pause, awkward as such
pauses must always be, succeeded for a few moments. It was
first broken by Mrs. Annesley, a genteel, agreeable looking
woman, whose endeavour to introduce some kind of discourse
proved her to be more truly well bred than either of the others;
and between her and Mrs. Gardiner, with occasional help from
Elizabeth, the conversation was carried on. Miss Darcy looked
as if she wished for courage enough to join in it; and sometimes
did venture a short sentence, when there was least danger of
its being heard.
Elizabeth soon saw that she was herself closely watched by
Miss Bingley, and that she could not speak a word, especially
to Miss Darcy, without calling her attention. This observation
would not have prevented her from trying to talk to the latter,
had they not been seated at an inconvenient distance; but she
was not sorry to be spared the necessity of saying much. Her
own thoughts were employing her. She expected every moment
that some of the gentlemen would enter the room. She wished,
she feared, that the master of the house might be amongst them;
and whether she wished or feared it most, she could scarcely
determine. After sitting in this manner a quarter of an hour
without hearing Miss Bingley's voice, Elizabeth was roused
by receiving from her a cold enquiry after the health of her
family. She answered with equal indifference and brevity, and
the other said no more.
The next variation which their visit afforded was produced
by the entrance of servants with cold meat, cake, and a variety
of all the finest fruits in season; but this did not take place
till after many a significant look and smile from Mrs. Annesley
to Miss Darcy had been given, to remind her of her post. There
was now employment for the whole party; for though they could
not all talk, they could all eat; and the beautiful pyramids
of grapes, nectarines, and peaches soon collected them round
the table.
While thus engaged, Elizabeth had a fair opportunity of deciding
whether she most feared or wished for the appearance of Mr.
Darcy, by the feelings which prevailed on his entering the
room; and then, though but a moment before she had believed
her wishes to predominate, she began to regret that he came.
He had been some time with Mr. Gardiner, who, with two or
three other gentlemen from the house, was engaged by the river,
and had left him only on learning that the ladies of the family
intended a visit to Georgiana that morning. No sooner did he
appear, than Elizabeth wisely resolved to be perfectly easy
and unembarrassed;—a resolution the more necessary to
be made, but perhaps not the more easily kept, because she
saw that the suspicions of the whole party were awakened against
them, and that there was scarcely an eye which did not watch
his behaviour when he first came into the room. In no countenance
was attentive curiosity so strongly marked as in Miss Bingley's,
in spite of the smiles which overspread her face whenever she
spoke to one of its objects; for jealousy had not yet made
her desperate, and her attentions to Mr. Darcy were by no means
over. Miss Darcy, on her brother's entrance, exerted herself
much more to talk; and Elizabeth saw that he was anxious for
his sister and herself to get acquainted, and forwarded, as
much as possible, every attempt at conversation on either side.
Miss Bingley saw all this likewise; and, in the imprudence
of anger, took the first opportunity of saying, with sneering
civility,
"Pray, Miss Eliza, are not the ——shire militia
removed from Meryton? They must be a great loss to your family."
In Darcy's presence she dared not mention Wickham's name;
but Elizabeth instantly comprehended that he was uppermost
in her thoughts; and the various recollections connected with
him gave her a moment's distress; but, exerting herself vigorously
to repel the ill-natured attack, she presently answered the
question in a tolerably disengaged tone. While she spoke, an
involuntary glance shewed her Darcy with an heightened complexion,
earnestly looking at her, and his sister overcome with confusion
and unable to lift up her eyes. Had Miss Bingley known what
pain she was then giving her beloved friend, she undoubtedly
would have refrained from the hint; but she had merely intended
to discompose Elizabeth, by bringing forward the idea of a
man to whom she believed her partial, to make her betray a
sensibility which might injure her in Darcy's opinion, and
perhaps to remind the latter of all the follies and absurdities
by which some part of her family were connected with that corps.
Not a syllable had ever reached her of Miss Darcy's meditated
elopement. To no creature had it been revealed, where secrecy
was possible, except to Elizabeth; and from all Bingley's connections
her brother was particularly anxious to conceal it, from that
very wish which Elizabeth had long ago attributed to him, of
their becoming hereafter her own. He had certainly formed such
a plan, and without meaning that it should affect his endeavour
to separate him from Miss Bennet, it is probable that it might
add something to his lively concern for the welfare of his
friend.
Elizabeth's collected behaviour, however, soon quieted his
emotion; and as Miss Bingley, vexed and disappointed, dared
not approach nearer to Wickham, Georgiana also recovered in
time, though not enough to be able to speak any more. Her brother,
whose eye she feared to meet, scarcely recollected her interest
in the affair, and the very circumstance which had been designed
to turn his thoughts from Elizabeth, seemed to have fixed them
on her more, and more cheerfully.
Their visit did not continue long after the question and answer
above-mentioned; and while Mr. Darcy was attending them to
their carriage, Miss Bingley was venting her feelings in criticisms
on Elizabeth's person, behaviour, and dress. But Georgiana
would not join her. Her brother's recommendation was enough
to ensure her favour: his judgment could not err, and he had
spoken in such terms of Elizabeth as to leave Georgiana without
the power of finding her otherwise than lovely and amiable.
When Darcy returned to the saloon, Miss Bingley could not help
repeating to him some part of what she had been saying to his
sister.
"How very ill Eliza Bennet looks this morning, Mr. Darcy," she
cried; "I never in my life saw anyone so much altered as she
is since the winter. She is grown so brown and coarse! Louisa
and I were agreeing that we should not have known her again."
However little Mr. Darcy might have liked such an address,
he contented himself with coolly replying that he perceived
no other alteration than her being rather tanned—no miraculous
consequence of travelling in the summer.
"For my own part," she rejoined, "I must confess that I never
could see any beauty in her. Her face is too thin; her complexion
has no brilliancy; and her features are not at all handsome.
Her nose wants character; there is nothing marked in its lines.
Her teeth are tolerable, but not out of the common way; and
as for her eyes, which have sometimes been called so fine,
I never could perceive any thing extraordinary in them. They
have a sharp, shrewish look, which I do not like at all; and
in her air altogether, there is a self-sufficiency without
fashion which is intolerable."
Persuaded as Miss Bingley was that Darcy admired Elizabeth,
this was not the best method of recommending herself; but angry
people are not always wise; and in seeing him at last look
somewhat nettled, she had all the success she expected. He
was resolutely silent however; and, from a determination of
making him speak she continued,
"I remember, when we first knew her in Hertfordshire, how
amazed we all were to find that she was a reputed beauty; and
I particularly recollect your saying one night, after they
had been dining at Netherfield, "She a beauty!—I
should as soon call her mother a wit.'' But afterwards she
seemed to improve on you, and I believe you thought her rather
pretty at one time."
"Yes," replied Darcy, who could contain himself no longer, "but that was
only when I first knew her, for it is many months since I have
considered her as one of the handsomest women of my acquaintance."
He then went away, and Miss Bingley was left to all the satisfaction
of having forced him to say what gave no one any pain but herself.
Mrs. Gardiner and Elizabeth talked of all that had occurred
during their visit, as they returned, except what had particularly
interested them both. The looks and behaviour of every body
they had seen were discussed, except of the person who had
mostly engaged their attention. They talked of his sister,
his friends, his house, his fruit, of every thing but himself;
yet Elizabeth was longing to know what Mrs. Gardiner thought
of him, and Mrs. Gardiner would have been highly gratified
by her niece's beginning the subject. |