Elizabeth had settled it that Mr. Darcy would bring his
sister to visit her the very day after her reaching Pemberley;
and was consequently resolved not to be out of sight of the
inn the whole of that morning. But her conclusion was false;
for on the very morning after their own arrival at Lambton,
these visitors came. They had been walking about the place
with some of their new friends, and were just returned to the
inn to dress themselves for dining with the same family, when
the sound of a carriage drew them to a window, and they saw
a gentleman and lady in a curricle, driving up the street.
Elizabeth, immediately recognising the livery, guessed what
it meant, and imparted no small degree of surprise to her relations
by acquainting them with the honour which she expected. Her
uncle and aunt were all amazement; and the embarrassment of
her manner as she spoke, joined to the circumstance itself,
and many of the circumstances of the preceding day, opened
to them a new idea on the business. Nothing had ever suggested
it before, but they now felt that there was no other way of
accounting for such attentions from such a quarter than by
supposing a partiality for their niece. While these newly-born
notions were passing in their heads, the perturbation of Elizabeth's
feelings was every moment increasing. She was quite amazed
at her own discomposure; but amongst other causes of disquiet,
she dreaded lest the partiality of the brother should have
said too much in her favour; and more than commonly anxious
to please, she naturally suspected that every power of pleasing
would fail her.
She retreated from the window, fearful of being seen; and
as she walked up and down the room, endeavouring to compose
herself, saw such looks of enquiring surprise in her uncle
and aunt as made every thing worse.
Miss Darcy and her brother appeared, and this formidable introduction
took place. With astonishment did Elizabeth see that her new
acquaintance was at least as much embarrassed as herself. Since
her being at Lambton, she had heard that Miss Darcy was exceedingly
proud; but the observation of a very few minutes convinced
her that she was only exceedingly shy. She found it difficult
to obtain even a word from her beyond a monosyllable.
Miss Darcy was tall, and on a larger scale than Elizabeth;
and, though little more than sixteen, her figure was formed,
and her appearance womanly and graceful. She was less handsome
than her brother, but there was sense and good humour in her
face, and her manners were perfectly unassuming and gentle.
Elizabeth, who had expected to find in her as acute and unembarrassed
an observer as ever Mr. Darcy had been, was much relieved by
discerning such different feelings.
They had not been long together before Darcy told her that
Bingley was also coming to wait on her; and she had barely
time to express her satisfaction, and prepare for such a visitor,
when Bingley's quick step was heard on the stairs, and in a
moment he entered the room. All Elizabeth's anger against him
had been long done away; but, had she still felt any, it could
hardly have stood its ground against the unaffected cordiality
with which he expressed himself on seeing her again. He enquired
in a friendly, though general way, after her family, and looked
and spoke with the same good-humoured ease that he had ever
done.
To Mr. and Mrs. Gardiner he was scarcely a less interesting
personage than to herself. They had long wished to see him.
The whole party before them, indeed, excited a lively attention.
The suspicions which had just arisen, of Mr. Darcy and their
niece, directed their observation towards each with an earnest,
though guarded, enquiry; and they soon drew from those enquiries
the full conviction that one of them at least knew what it
was to love. Of the lady's sensations they remained a little
in doubt; but that the gentleman was overflowing with admiration
was evident enough.
Elizabeth, on her side, had much to do. She wanted to ascertain
the feelings of each of her visitors, she wanted to compose
her own, and to make herself agreeable to all; and in the latter
object, where she feared most to fail, she was most sure of
success, for those to whom she endeavoured to give pleasure
were prepossessed in her favour. Bingley was ready, Georgiana
was eager, and Darcy determined to be pleased.
In seeing Bingley, her thoughts naturally flew to her sister;
and oh! how ardently did she long to know whether any of his
were directed in a like manner. Sometimes she could fancy that
he talked less than on former occasions, and once or twice
pleased herself with the notion that as he looked at her, he
was trying to trace a resemblance. But though this might be
imaginary, she could not be deceived as to his behaviour to
Miss Darcy, who had been set up as a rival of Jane. No look
appeared on either side that spoke particular regard. Nothing
occurred between them that could justify the hopes of his sister.
On this point she was soon satisfied; and two or three little
circumstances occurred ere they parted which, in her anxious
interpretation, denoted a recollection of Jane not untinctured
by tenderness, and a wish of saying more that might lead to
the mention of her, had he dared. He observed to her, at a
moment when the others were talking together, and in a tone
which had something of real regret, that it "was a very long
time since he had had the pleasure of seeing her—" and,
before she could reply, he added, "It is above eight months.
We have not met since the 26th of November, when we were all
dancing together at Netherfield."
Elizabeth was pleased to find his memory so exact; and he
afterwards took occasion to ask her, when unattended to by
any of the rest, whether all her sisters were at Longbourn.
There was not much in the question, nor in the preceding remark,
but there was a look and manner which gave them meaning.
It was not often that she could turn her eyes on Mr. Darcy
himself; but, whenever she did catch a glimpse, she saw an
expression of general complaisance, and in all that he said
she heard an accent so far removed from hauteur or disdain
of his companions, as convinced her that the improvement of
manners which she had yesterday witnessed, however temporary
its existence might prove, had at least outlived one day. When
she saw him thus seeking the acquaintance and courting the
good opinion of people, with whom any intercourse a few months
ago would have been a disgrace; when she saw him thus civil,
not only to herself, but to the very relations whom he had
openly disdained, and recollected their last lively scene in
Hunsford Parsonage, the difference, the change was so great,
and struck so forcibly on her mind, that she could hardly restrain
her astonishment from being visible. Never, even in the company
of his dear friends at Netherfield, or his dignified relations
at Rosings, had she seen him so desirous to please, so free
from self-consequence or unbending reserve, as now, when no
importance could result from the success of his endeavours,
and when even the acquaintance of those to whom his attentions
were addressed would draw down the ridicule and censure of
the ladies both of Netherfield and Rosings.
Their visitors staid with them above half an hour, and when
they arose to depart, Mr. Darcy called on his sister to join
him in expressing their wish of seeing Mr. and Mrs. Gardiner
and Miss Bennet to dinner at Pemberley before they left the
country. Miss Darcy, though with a diffidence which marked
her little in the habit of giving invitations, readily obeyed.
Mrs. Gardiner looked at her niece, desirous of knowing how she,
whom the invitation most concerned, felt disposed as to its
acceptance, but Elizabeth had turned away her head. Presuming,
however, that this studied avoidance spoke rather a momentary
embarrassment, than any dislike of the proposal, and seeing
in her husband, who was fond of society, a perfect willingness
to accept it, she ventured to engage for her attendance, and
the day after the next was fixed on.
Bingley expressed great pleasure in the certainty of seeing
Elizabeth again, having still a great deal to say to her, and
many enquiries to make after all their Hertfordshire friends.
Elizabeth, construing all this into a wish of hearing her speak
of her sister, was pleased; and on this account, as well as
some others, found herself, when their visitors left them,
capable of considering the last half hour with some satisfaction,
though while it was passing the enjoyment of it had been little.
Eager to be alone, and fearful of enquiries or hints from her
uncle and aunt, she staid with them only long enough to hear
their favourable opinion of Bingley, and then hurried away
to dress.
But she had no reason to fear Mr. and Mrs. Gardiner's curiosity;
it was not their wish to force her communication. It was evident
that she was much better acquainted with Mr. Darcy than they
had before any idea of; it was evident that he was very much
in love with her. They saw much to interest, but nothing to
justify enquiry.
Of Mr. Darcy it was now a matter of anxiety to think well;
and, as far as their acquaintance reached, there was no fault
to find. They could not be untouched by his politeness, and,
had they drawn his character from their own feelings and his
servant's report, without any reference to any other account,
the circle in Hertfordshire to which he was known would not
have recognised it for Mr. Darcy. There was now an interest,
however, in believing the housekeeper; and they soon became
sensible that the authority of a servant who had known him
since he was four years old, and whose own manners indicated
respectability, was not to be hastily rejected. Neither had
any thing occurred in the intelligence of their Lambton friends
that could materially lessen its weight. They had nothing to
accuse him of but pride; pride he probably had, and if not,
it would certainly be imputed by the inhabitants of a small
market-town where the family did not visit. It was acknowledged,
however, that he was a liberal man, and did much good among
the poor.
With respect to Wickham, the travellers soon found that he
was not held there in much estimation; for though the chief
of his concerns with the son of his patron were imperfectly
understood, it was yet a well known fact that on his quitting
Derbyshire he had left many debts behind him, which Mr. Darcy
afterwards discharged.
As for Elizabeth, her thoughts were at Pemberley this evening
more than the last; and the evening, though as it passed it
seemed long, was not long enough to determine her feelings
towards one in that mansion; and she lay awake two
whole hours endeavouring to make them out. She certainly did
not hate him. No; hatred had vanished long ago, and she had
almost as long been ashamed of ever feeling a dislike against
him that could be so called. The respect created by the conviction
of his valuable qualities, though at first unwillingly admitted,
had for some time ceased to be repugnant to her feelings; and
it was now heightened into somewhat of a friendlier nature
by the testimony so highly in his favour, and bringing forward
his disposition in so amiable a light, which yesterday had
produced. But above all, above respect and esteem, there was
a motive within her of good will which could not be overlooked.
It was gratitude.—Gratitude, not merely for having once
loved her, but for loving her still well enough to forgive
all the petulance and acrimony of her manner in rejecting him,
and all the unjust accusations accompanying her rejection.
He who, she had been persuaded, would avoid her as his greatest
enemy, seemed, on this accidental meeting, most eager to preserve
the acquaintance, and without any indelicate display of regard,
or any peculiarity of manner, where their two selves only were
concerned, was soliciting the good opinion of her friends,
and bent on making her known to his sister. Such a change in
a man of so much pride excited not only astonishment but gratitude—for
to love, ardent love, it must be attributed; and as such, its
impression on her was of a sort to be encouraged, as by no
means unpleasing, though it could not be exactly defined. She
respected, she esteemed, she was grateful to him; she felt
a real interest in his welfare; and she only wanted to know
how far she wished that welfare to depend upon herself, and
how far it would be for the happiness of both that she should
employ the power, which her fancy told her she still possessed,
of bringing on the renewal of his addresses.
It had been settled in the evening, between the aunt and niece,
that such a striking civility as Miss Darcy's, in coming to
them on the very day of her arrival at Pemberley—for
she had reached it only to a late breakfast—ought to
be imitated, though it could not be equalled, by some exertion
of politeness on their side; and, consequently, that it would
be highly expedient to wait on her at Pemberley the following
morning. They were, therefore, to go.—Elizabeth was pleased,
though, when she asked herself the reason, she had very little
to say in reply.
Mr. Gardiner left them soon after breakfast. The fishing scheme
had been renewed the day before, and a positive engagement
made of his meeting some of the gentlemen at Pemberley by noon. |