Elizabeth had the satisfaction of receiving an answer to
her letter as soon as she possibly could. She was no sooner
in possession of it than, hurrying into the little copse, where
she was least likely to be interrupted, she sat down on one
of the benches and prepared to be happy; for the length of
the letter convinced her that it did not contain a denial.
"Gracechurch-street, Sept. 6.
My Dear Niece,
I have just received your letter, and shall devote this
whole morning to answering it, as I foresee that a little
writing will not comprise what I have to tell you. I must
confess myself surprised by your application; I did not expect
it from you. Don't think me angry, however, for
I only mean to let you know that I had not imagined such
enquiries to be necessary on your side. If you do
not choose to understand me, forgive my impertinence. Your
uncle is as much surprised as I am—and nothing but
the belief of your being a party concerned would have allowed
him to act as he has done. But if you are really innocent
and ignorant, I must be more explicit. On the very day of
my coming home from Longbourn, your uncle had a most unexpected
visitor. Mr. Darcy called, and was shut up with him several
hours. It was all over before I arrived; so my curiosity
was not so dreadfully racked as your's seems to
have been. He came to tell Mr. Gardiner that he had found
out where your sister and Mr. Wickham were, and that he had
seen and talked with them both; Wickham repeatedly, Lydia
once. From what I can collect, he left Derbyshire only one
day after ourselves, and came to town with the resolution
of hunting for them. The motive professed was his conviction
of its being owing to himself that Wickham's worthlessness
had not been so well known as to make it impossible for any
young woman of character to love or confide in him. He generously
imputed the whole to his mistaken pride, and confessed that
he had before thought it beneath him to lay his private actions
open to the world. His character was to speak for itself.
He called it, therefore, his duty to step forward, and endeavour
to remedy an evil which had been brought on by himself. If
he had another motive, I am sure it would never
disgrace him. He had been some days in town, before he was
able to discover them; but he had something to direct his
search, which was more than we had; and the consciousness
of this was another reason for his resolving to follow us.
There is a lady, it seems, a Mrs. Younge, who was some time
ago governess to Miss Darcy, and was dismissed from her charge
on some cause of disapprobation, though he did not say what.
She then took a large house in Edward-street, and has since
maintained herself by letting lodgings. This Mrs. Younge
was, he knew, intimately acquainted with Wickham; and he
went to her for intelligence of him as soon as he got to
town. But it was two or three days before he could get from
her what he wanted. She would not betray her trust, I suppose,
without bribery and corruption, for she really did know where
her friend was to be found. Wickham indeed had gone to her
on their first arrival in London, and had she been able to
receive them into her house, they would have taken up their
abode with her. At length, however, our kind friend procured
the wished-for direction. They were in —— street.
He saw Wickham, and afterwards insisted on seeing Lydia.
His first object with her, he acknowledged, had been to persuade
her to quit her present disgraceful situation, and return
to her friends as soon as they could be prevailed on to receive
her, offering his assistance, as far as it would go. But
he found Lydia absolutely resolved on remaining where she
was. She cared for none of her friends; she wanted no help
of his; she would not hear of leaving Wickham. She was sure
they should be married some time or other, and it did not
much signify when. Since such were her feelings, it only
remained, he thought, to secure and expedite a marriage,
which, in his very first conversation with Wickham, he easily
learnt had never been his design. He confessed himself obliged
to leave the regiment, on account of some debts of honour,
which were very pressing; and scrupled not to lay all the
ill-consequences of Lydia's flight on her own folly alone.
He meant to resign his commission immediately; and as to
his future situation, he could conjecture very little about
it. He must go somewhere, but he did not know where, and
he knew he should have nothing to live on. Mr. Darcy asked
him why he had not married your sister at once. Though Mr.
Bennet was not imagined to be very rich, he would have been
able to do something for him, and his situation must have
been benefited by marriage. But he found, in reply to this
question, that Wickham still cherished the hope of more effectually
making his fortune by marriage in some other country. Under
such circumstances, however, he was not likely to be proof
against the temptation of immediate relief. They met several
times, for there was much to be discussed. Wickham of course
wanted more than he could get; but at length was reduced
to be reasonable. Every thing being settled between them,
Mr. Darcy's next step was to make your uncle acquainted with
it, and he first called in Gracechurch-street the evening
before I came home. But Mr. Gardiner could not be seen, and
Mr. Darcy found, on further enquiry, that your father was
still with him, but would quit town the next morning. He
did not judge your father to be a person whom he could so
properly consult as your uncle, and therefore readily postponed
seeing him till after the departure of the former. He did
not leave his name, and till the next day it was only known
that a gentleman had called on business. On Saturday he came
again. Your father was gone, your uncle at home, and, as
I said before, they had a great deal of talk together. They
met again on Sunday, and then I saw him too. It
was not all settled before Monday: as soon as it was, the
express was sent off to Longbourn. But our visitor was very
obstinate. I fancy, Lizzy, that obstinacy is the real defect
of his character, after all. He has been accused of many
faults at different times, but this is the true
one. Nothing was to be done that he did not do himself; though
I am sure (and I do not speak it to be thanked, therefore
say nothing about it), your uncle would most readily have
settled the whole. They battled it together for a long time,
which was more than either the gentleman or lady concerned
in it deserved. But at last your uncle was forced to yield,
and instead of being allowed to be of use to his niece, was
forced to put up with only having the probable credit of
it, which went sorely against the grain; and I really believe
your letter this morning gave him great pleasure, because
it required an explanation that would rob him of his borrowed
feathers, and give the praise where it was due. But, Lizzy,
this must go no farther than yourself, or Jane at most. You
know pretty well, I suppose, what has been done for the young
people. His debts are to be paid, amounting, I believe, to
considerably more than a thousand pounds, another thousand
in addition to her own settled upon her, and his
commission purchased. The reason why all this was to be done
by him alone, was such as I have given above. It was owing
to him, to his reserve and want of proper consideration,
that Wickham's character had been so misunderstood, and consequently
that he had been received and noticed as he was. Perhaps
there was some truth in this; though I doubt whether his reserve,
or anybody's reserve, can be answerable for the
event. But in spite of all this fine talking, my dear Lizzy,
you may rest perfectly assured that your uncle would never
have yielded, if we had not given him credit for another
interest in the affair. When all this was resolved on,
he returned again to his friends, who were still staying
at Pemberley; but it was agreed that he should be in London
once more when the wedding took place, and all money matters
were then to receive the last finish. I believe I have now
told you every thing. It is a relation which you tell me
is to give you great surprise; I hope at least it will not
afford you any displeasure. Lydia came to us; and Wickham
had constant admission to the house. He was exactly
what he had been when I knew him in Hertfordshire; but I
would not tell you how little I was satisfied with her behaviour
while she staid with us, if I had not perceived, by Jane's
letter last Wednesday, that her conduct on coming home was
exactly of a piece with it, and therefore what I now tell
you can give you no fresh pain. I talked to her repeatedly
in the most serious manner, representing to her all the wickedness
of what she had done, and all the unhappiness she had brought
on her family. If she heard me, it was by good luck, for
I am sure she did not listen. I was sometimes quite provoked,
but then I recollected my dear Elizabeth and Jane, and for
their sakes had patience with her. Mr. Darcy was punctual
in his return, and as Lydia informed you, attended the wedding.
He dined with us the next day, and was to leave town again
on Wednesday or Thursday. Will you be very angry with me,
my dear Lizzy, if I take this opportunity of saying (what
I was never bold enough to say before) how much I like him.
His behaviour to us has, in every respect, been as pleasing
as when we were in Derbyshire. His understanding and opinions
all please me; he wants nothing but a little more liveliness,
and that, if he marry prudently, his wife
may teach him. I thought him very sly;—he hardly ever
mentioned your name. But slyness seems the fashion. Pray
forgive me if I have been very presuming, or at least do
not punish me so far as to exclude me from P. I shall never
be quite happy till I have been all round the park. A low
phaeton, with a nice little pair of ponies, would be the
very thing. But I must write no more. The children have been
wanting me this half hour. Your's, very sincerely,
M. Gardiner."
The contents of this letter threw Elizabeth into a flutter
of spirits, in which it was difficult to determine whether
pleasure or pain bore the greatest share. The vague and unsettled
suspicions which uncertainty had produced of what Mr. Darcy
might have been doing to forward her sister's match, which
she had feared to encourage as an exertion of goodness too
great to be probable, and at the same time dreaded to be just,
from the pain of obligation, were proved beyond their greatest
extent to be true! He had followed them purposely to town,
he had taken on himself all the trouble and mortification attendant
on such a research; in which supplication had been necessary
to a woman whom he must abominate and despise, and where he
was reduced to meet, frequently meet, reason with, persuade,
and finally bribe, the man whom he always most wished to avoid,
and whose very name it was punishment to him to pronounce.
He had done all this for a girl whom he could neither regard
nor esteem. Her heart did whisper that he had done it for her.
But it was a hope shortly checked by other considerations,
and she soon felt that even her vanity was insufficient, when
required to depend on his affection for her—for a woman
who had already refused him—as able to overcome a sentiment
so natural as abhorrence against relationship with Wickham.
Brother-in-law of Wickham! Every kind of pride must revolt
from the connection. He had, to be sure, done much. She was
ashamed to think how much. But he had given a reason for his
interference, which asked no extraordinary stretch of belief.
It was reasonable that he should feel he had been wrong; he
had liberality, and he had the means of exercising it; and
though she would not place herself as his principal inducement,
she could, perhaps, believe that remaining partiality for her
might assist his endeavours in a cause where her peace of mind
must be materially concerned. It was painful, exceedingly painful,
to know that they were under obligations to a person who could
never receive a return. They owed the restoration of Lydia,
her character, every thing, to him. Oh! how heartily did she
grieve over every ungracious sensation she had ever encouraged,
every saucy speech she had ever directed towards him. For herself
she was humbled; but she was proud of him. Proud that in a
cause of compassion and honour, he had been able to get the
better of himself. She read over her aunt's commendation of
him again and again. It was hardly enough; but it pleased her.
She was even sensible of some pleasure, though mixed with regret,
on finding how steadfastly both she and her uncle had been
persuaded that affection and confidence subsisted between Mr.
Darcy and herself.
She was roused from her seat, and her reflections, by some
one's approach; and before she could strike into another path,
she was overtaken by Wickham.
"I am afraid I interrupt your solitary ramble, my dear sister?" said
he, as he joined her.
"You certainly do," she replied with a smile; "but it does
not follow that the interruption must be unwelcome."
"I should be sorry indeed, if it were. We were always
good friends; and now we are better."
"True. Are the others coming out?"
"I do not know. Mrs. Bennet and Lydia are going in the carriage
to Meryton. And so, my dear sister, I find, from our uncle
and aunt, that you have actually seen Pemberley."
She replied in the affirmative.
"I almost envy you the pleasure, and yet I believe it would
be too much for me, or else I could take it in my way to Newcastle.
And you saw the old housekeeper, I suppose? Poor Reynolds,
she was always very fond of me. But of course she did not mention
my name to you."
"Yes, she did."
"And what did she say?"
"That you were gone into the army, and she was afraid had—not
turned out well. At such a distance as that, you know,
things are strangely misrepresented."
"Certainly," he replied, biting his lips. Elizabeth hoped
she had silenced him; but he soon afterwards said,
"I was surprised to see Darcy in town last month. We passed
each other several times. I wonder what he can be doing there."
"Perhaps preparing for his marriage with Miss de Bourgh," said
Elizabeth. "It must be something particular, to take him there
at this time of year."
"Undoubtedly. Did you see him while you were at Lambton? I
thought I understood from the Gardiners that you had."
"Yes; he introduced us to his sister."
"And do you like her?"
"Very much."
"I have heard, indeed, that she is uncommonly improved within
this year or two. When I last saw her, she was not very promising.
I am very glad you liked her. I hope she will turn out well."
"I dare say she will; she has got over the most trying age."
"Did you go by the village of Kympton?"
"I do not recollect that we did."
"I mention it, because it is the living which I ought to have
had. A most delightful place!—Excellent Parsonage House!
It would have suited me in every respect."
"How should you have liked making sermons?"
"Exceedingly well. I should have considered it as part of
my duty, and the exertion would soon have been nothing. One
ought not to repine;—but, to be sure, it would have been
such a thing for me! The quiet, the retirement of such a life
would have answered all my ideas of happiness! But it was not
to be. Did you ever hear Darcy mention the circumstance, when
you were in Kent?"
"I have heard from authority, which I thought as
good, that it was left you conditionally only, and at
the will of the present patron."
"You have. Yes, there was something in that; I told
you so from the first, you may remember."
"I did hear, too, that there was a time, when sermon-making
was not so palatable to you as it seems to be at present; that
you actually declared your resolution of never taking orders,
and that the business had been compromised accordingly."
"You did! and it was not wholly without foundation. You may
remember what I told you on that point, when first we talked
of it."
They were now almost at the door of the house, for she had
walked fast to get rid of him; and unwilling, for her sister's
sake, to provoke him, she only said in reply, with a good-humoured
smile,
"Come, Mr. Wickham, we are brother and sister, you know. Do
not let us quarrel about the past. In future, I hope we shall
be always of one mind."
She held out her hand; he kissed it with affectionate gallantry,
though he hardly knew how to look, and they entered the house. |