Mrs. Gardiner's caution to Elizabeth was punctually and
kindly given on the first favourable opportunity of speaking
to her alone; after honestly telling her what she thought,
she thus went on:
"You are too sensible a girl, Lizzy, to fall in love merely
because you are warned against it; and, therefore, I am not
afraid of speaking openly. Seriously, I would have you be on
your guard. Do not involve yourself, or endeavour to involve
him in an affection which the want of fortune would make so
very imprudent. I have nothing to say against him;
he is a most interesting young man; and if he had the fortune
he ought to have, I should think you could not do better. But
as it is—you must not let your fancy run away with you.
You have sense, and we all expect you to use it. Your father
would depend on your resolution and good conduct,
I am sure. You must not disappoint your father."
"My dear aunt, this is being serious indeed."
"Yes, and I hope to engage you to be serious likewise."
"Well, then, you need not be under any alarm. I will take
care of myself, and of Mr. Wickham too. He shall not be in
love with me, if I can prevent it."
"Elizabeth, you are not serious now."
"I beg your pardon. I will try again. At present I am not
in love with Mr. Wickham; no, I certainly am not. But he is,
beyond all comparison, the most agreeable man I ever saw—and
if he becomes really attached to me—I believe it will
be better that he should not. I see the imprudence of it.—Oh! that abominable
Mr. Darcy!—My father's opinion of me does me the greatest
honor; and I should be miserable to forfeit it. My father,
however, is partial to Mr. Wickham. In short, my dear aunt,
I should be very sorry to be the means of making any of you
unhappy; but since we see every day that where there is affection,
young people are seldom withheld by immediate want of fortune
from entering into engagements with each other, how can I promise
to be wiser than so many of my fellow creatures if I am tempted,
or how am I even to know that it would be wisdom to resist?
All that I can promise you, therefore, is not to be in a hurry.
I will not be in a hurry to believe myself his first object.
When I am in company with him, I will not be wishing. In short,
I will do my best."
"Perhaps it will be as well, if you discourage his coming
here so very often. At least, you should not remind your
mother of inviting him."
"As I did the other day," said Elizabeth, with a conscious
smile; "very true, it will be wise in me to refrain from that.
But do not imagine that he is always here so often. It is on
your account that he has been so frequently invited this week.
You know my mother's ideas as to the necessity of constant
company for her friends. But really, and upon my honour, I
will try to do what I think to be wisest; and now, I hope you
are satisfied."
Her aunt assured her that she was; and Elizabeth having thanked
her for the kindness of her hints, they parted; a wonderful
instance of advice being given on such a point without being
resented.
Mr. Collins returned into Hertfordshire soon after it had
been quitted by the Gardiners and Jane; but as he took up his
abode with the Lucases, his arrival was no great inconvenience
to Mrs. Bennet. His marriage was now fast approaching, and
she was at length so far resigned as to think it inevitable,
and even repeatedly to say in an ill-natured tone that she "wished they
might be happy." Thursday was to be the wedding day, and on
Wednesday Miss Lucas paid her farewell visit; and when she
rose to take leave, Elizabeth, ashamed of her mother's ungracious
and reluctant good wishes, and sincerely affected herself,
accompanied her out of the room. As they went down stairs together,
Charlotte said,
"I shall depend on hearing from you very often, Eliza."
"That you certainly shall."
"And I have another favour to ask. Will you come and see me?"
"We shall often meet, I hope, in Hertfordshire."
"I am not likely to leave Kent for some time. Promise me,
therefore, to come to Hunsford."
Elizabeth could not refuse, though she foresaw little pleasure
in the visit.
"My father and Maria are to come to me in March," added Charlotte, "and
I hope you will consent to be of the party. Indeed, Eliza,
you will be as welcome to me as either of them."
The wedding took place; the bride and bridegroom set off for
Kent from the church door, and every body had as much to say
or to hear on the subject as usual. Elizabeth soon heard from
her friend; and their correspondence was as regular and frequent
as it had ever been; that it should be equally unreserved was
impossible. Elizabeth could never address her without feeling
that all the comfort of intimacy was over, and, though determined
not to slacken as a correspondent, it was for the sake of what
had been, rather than what was. Charlotte's first letters were
received with a good deal of eagerness; there could not but
be curiosity to know how she would speak of her new home, how
she would like Lady Catherine, and how happy she would dare
pronounce herself to be; though, when the letters were read,
Elizabeth felt that Charlotte expressed herself on every point
exactly as she might have foreseen. She wrote cheerfully, seemed
surrounded with comforts, and mentioned nothing which she could
not praise. The house, furniture, neighbourhood, and roads,
were all to her taste, and Lady Catherine's behaviour was most
friendly and obliging. It was Mr. Collins's picture of Hunsford
and Rosings rationally softened; and Elizabeth perceived that
she must wait for her own visit there, to know the rest.
Jane had already written a few lines to her sister to announce
their safe arrival in London; and when she wrote again, Elizabeth
hoped it would be in her power to say something of the Bingleys.
Her impatience for this second letter was as well rewarded
as impatience generally is. Jane had been a week in town, without
either seeing or hearing from Caroline. She accounted for it,
however, by supposing that her last letter to her friend from
Longbourn had by some accident been lost.
"My aunt," she continued, "is going to-morrow into that part
of the town, and I shall take the opportunity of calling in
Grosvenor-street."
She wrote again when the visit was paid, and she had seen
Miss Bingley. "I did not think Caroline in spirits," were her
words, "but she was very glad to see me, and reproached me
for giving her no notice of my coming to London. I was right,
therefore; my last letter had never reached her. I enquired
after their brother, of course. He was well, but so much engaged
with Mr. Darcy, that they scarcely ever saw him. I found that
Miss Darcy was expected to dinner. I wish I could see her.
My visit was not long, as Caroline and Mrs. Hurst were going
out. I dare say I shall soon see them here."
Elizabeth shook her head over this letter. It convinced her
that accident only could discover to Mr. Bingley her sister's
being in town.
Four weeks passed away, and Jane saw nothing of him. She endeavoured
to persuade herself that she did not regret it; but she could
no longer be blind to Miss Bingley's inattention. After waiting
at home every morning for a fortnight, and inventing every
evening a fresh excuse for her, the visitor did at last appear;
but the shortness of her stay, and yet more, the alteration
of her manner, would allow Jane to deceive herself no longer.
The letter which she wrote on this occasion to her sister,
will prove what she felt.
"My dearest Lizzy will, I am sure, be incapable of
triumphing in her better judgment, at my expence, when I confess
myself to have been entirely deceived in Miss Bingley's regard
for me. But, my dear sister, though the event has proved you
right, do not think me obstinate if I still assert that, considering
what her behaviour was, my confidence was as natural as your
suspicion. I do not at all comprehend her reason for wishing
to be intimate with me, but if the same circumstances were
to happen again, I am sure I should be deceived again. Caroline
did not return my visit till yesterday; and not a note, not
a line, did I receive in the mean time. When she did come,
it was very evident that she had no pleasure in it; she made
a slight, formal, apology for not calling before, said not
a word of wishing to see me again, and was in every respect
so altered a creature, that when she went away I was perfectly
resolved to continue the acquaintance no longer. I pity, though
I cannot help blaming her. She was very wrong in singling me
out as she did; I can safely say, that every advance to intimacy
began on her side. But I pity her, because she must feel that
she has been acting wrong, and because I am very sure that
anxiety for her brother is the cause of it, I need not explain
myself farther; and though we know this anxiety to be quite
needless, yet if she feels it, it will easily account for her
behaviour to me; and so deservedly dear as he is to his sister,
whatever anxiety she may feel on his behalf is natural and
amiable. I cannot but wonder, however, at her having any such
fears now, because, if he had at all cared about me, we must
have met long, long ago. He knows of my being in town, I am
certain, from something she said herself; and yet it should
seem by her manner of talking, as if she wanted to persuade
herself that he is really partial to Miss Darcy. I cannot understand
it. If I were not afraid of judging harshly, I should be almost
tempted to say that there is a strong appearance of duplicity
in all this. But I will endeavour to banish every painful thought,
and think only of what will make me happy: your affection,
and the invariable kindness of my dear uncle and aunt. Let
me hear from you very soon. Miss Bingley said something of
his never returning to Netherfield again, of giving up the
house, but not with any certainty. We had better not mention
it. I am extremely glad that you have such pleasant accounts
from our friends at Hunsford. Pray go to see them, with Sir
William and Maria. I am sure you will be very comfortable there.
Your's, &c."
This letter gave Elizabeth some pain; but her spirits returned
as she considered that Jane would no longer be duped, by the
sister at least. All expectation from the brother was now absolutely
over. She would not even wish for any renewal of his attentions.
His character sunk on every review of it; and as a punishment
for him, as well as a possible advantage to Jane, she seriously
hoped he might really soon marry Mr. Darcy's sister, as, by
Wickham's account, she would make him abundantly regret what
he had thrown away.
Mrs. Gardiner about this time reminded Elizabeth of her promise
concerning that gentleman, and required information; and Elizabeth
had such to send as might rather give contentment to her aunt
than to herself. His apparent partiality had subsided, his
attentions were over, he was the admirer of some one else.
Elizabeth was watchful enough to see it all, but she could
see it and write of it without material pain. Her heart had
been but slightly touched, and her vanity was satisfied with
believing that she would have been his only choice,
had fortune permitted it. The sudden acquisition of ten thousand
pounds was the most remarkable charm of the young lady to whom
he was now rendering himself agreeable; but Elizabeth, less
clear-sighted perhaps in his case than in Charlotte's, did
not quarrel with him for his wish of independence. Nothing,
on the contrary, could be more natural; and while able to suppose
that it cost him a few struggles to relinquish her, she was
ready to allow it a wise and desirable measure for both, and
could very sincerely wish him happy.
All this was acknowledged to Mrs. Gardiner; and after relating
the circumstances, she thus went on:—"I am now convinced,
my dear aunt, that I have never been much in love; for had
I really experienced that pure and elevating passion, I should
at present detest his very name, and wish him all manner of
evil. But my feelings are not only cordial towards him;
they are even impartial towards Miss King. I cannot find out
that I hate her at all, or that I am in the least unwilling
to think her a very good sort of girl. There can be no love
in all this. My watchfulness has been effectual; and though
I should certainly be a more interesting object to all my acquaintance,
were I distractedly in love with him, I cannot say that I regret
my comparative insignificance. Importance may sometimes be
purchased too dearly. Kitty and Lydia take his defection much
more to heart than I do. They are young in the ways of the
world, and not yet open to the mortifying conviction that handsome
young men must have something to live on, as well as the plain." |