On Saturday morning Elizabeth and Mr. Collins met for breakfast
a few minutes before the others appeared; and he took the opportunity
of paying the parting civilities which he deemed indispensably
necessary.
"I know not, Miss Elizabeth," said he, "whether Mrs. Collins
has yet expressed her sense of your kindness in coming to us,
but I am very certain you will not leave the house without
receiving her thanks for it. The favour of your company has
been much felt, I assure you. We know how little there is to
tempt anyone to our humble abode. Our plain manner of living,
our small rooms, and few domestics, and the little we see of
the world, must make Hunsford extremely dull to a young lady
like yourself; but I hope you will believe us grateful for
the condescension, and that we have done every thing in our
power to prevent your spending your time unpleasantly."
Elizabeth was eager with her thanks and assurances of happiness.
She had spent six weeks with great enjoyment; and the pleasure
of being with Charlotte, and the kind attentions she had received,
must make her feel the obliged. Mr. Collins was gratified;
and with a more smiling solemnity replied,
"It gives me the greatest pleasure to hear that you have passed
your time not disagreeably. We have certainly done our best;
and most fortunately having it in our power to introduce you
to very superior society, and, from our connection with Rosings,
the frequent means of varying the humble home scene, I think
we may flatter ourselves that your Hunsford visit cannot have
been entirely irksome. Our situation with regard to Lady Catherine's
family is indeed the sort of extraordinary advantage and blessing
which few can boast. You see on what a footing we are. You
see how continually we are engaged there. In truth I must acknowledge
that, with all the disadvantages of this humble parsonage,
I should not think anyone abiding in it an object of compassion
while they are sharers of our intimacy at Rosings."
Words were insufficient for the elevation of his feelings;
and he was obliged to walk about the room, while Elizabeth
tried to unite civility and truth in a few short sentences.
"You may, in fact, carry a very favourable report of us into
Hertfordshire, my dear cousin. I flatter myself, at least,
that you will be able to do so. Lady Catherine's great attentions
to Mrs. Collins you have been a daily witness of; and altogether
I trust it does not appear that your friend has drawn an unfortunate —;
but on this point it will be as well to be silent. Only let
me assure you, my dear Miss Elizabeth, that I can from my heart
most cordially wish you equal felicity in marriage. My dear
Charlotte and I have but one mind and one way of thinking.
There is in every thing a most remarkable resemblance of character
and ideas between us. We seem to have been designed for each
other."
Elizabeth could safely say that it was a great happiness where
that was the case, and with equal sincerity could add that
she firmly believed and rejoiced in his domestic comforts.
She was not sorry, however, to have the recital of them interrupted
by the entrance of the lady from whom they sprung. Poor Charlotte!—it
was melancholy to leave her to such society!—But she
had chosen it with her eyes open; and though evidently regretting
that her visitors were to go, she did not seem to ask for compassion.
Her home and her housekeeping, her parish and her poultry,
and all their dependent concerns, had not yet lost their charms.
At length the chaise arrived, the trunks were fastened on,
the parcels placed within, and it was pronounced to be ready.
After an affectionate parting between the friends, Elizabeth
was attended to the carriage by Mr. Collins, and as they walked
down the garden, he was commissioning her with his best respects
to all her family, not forgetting his thanks for the kindness
he had received at Longbourn in the winter, and his compliments
to Mr. and Mrs. Gardiner, though unknown. He then handed her
in, Maria followed, and the door was on the point of being
closed, when he suddenly reminded them, with some consternation,
that they had hitherto forgotten to leave any message for the
ladies at Rosings.
"But," he added, "you will of course wish to have your humble
respects delivered to them, with your grateful thanks for their
kindness to you while you have been here."
Elizabeth made no objection;—the door was then allowed
to be shut, and the carriage drove off.
"Good gracious!" cried Maria, after a few minutes silence, "it
seems but a day or two since we first came!—and yet how
many things have happened!"
"A great many indeed," said her companion with a sigh.
"We have dined nine times at Rosings, besides drinking tea
there twice!—How much I shall have to tell!"
Elizabeth privately added, "And how much I shall have to conceal."
Their journey was performed without much conversation, or
any alarm; and within four hours of their leaving Hunsford,
they reached Mr. Gardiner's house, where they were to remain
a few days.
Jane looked well, and Elizabeth had little opportunity of
studying her spirits, amidst the various engagements which
the kindness of her aunt had reserved for them. But Jane was
to go home with her, and at Longbourn there would be leisure
enough for observation.
It was not without an effort, meanwhile, that she could wait
even for Longbourn, before she told her sister of Mr. Darcy's
proposals. To know that she had the power of revealing what
would so exceedingly astonish Jane, and must, at the same time,
so highly gratify whatever of her own vanity she had not yet
been able to reason away, was such a temptation to openness
as nothing could have conquered but the state of indecision
in which she remained as to the extent of what she should communicate;
and her fear, if she once entered on the subject, of being
hurried into repeating something of Bingley which might only
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