The two gentlemen left Rosings the next morning; and Mr.
Collins having been in waiting near the lodges, to make them
his parting obeisance, was able to bring home the pleasing
intelligence of their appearing in very good health, and in
as tolerable spirits as could be expected, after the melancholy
scene so lately gone through at Rosings. To Rosings he then
hastened to console Lady Catherine and her daughter; and on
his return brought back, with great satisfaction, a message
from her ladyship, importing that she felt herself so dull
as to make her very desirous of having them all to dine with
her.
Elizabeth could not see Lady Catherine without recollecting
that, had she chosen it, she might by this time have been presented
to her as her future niece; nor could she think, without a
smile, of what her ladyship's indignation would have been. "What
would she have said?—how would she have behaved?" were
questions with which she amused herself.
Their first subject was the diminution of the Rosings party.—"I
assure you, I feel it exceedingly," said Lady Catherine; "I
believe nobody feels the loss of friends so much as I do. But
I am particularly attached to these young men; and know them
to be so much attached to me!—They were excessively sorry
to go! But so they always are. The dear colonel rallied his
spirits tolerably till just at last; but Darcy seemed to feel
it most acutely, more I think than last year. His attachment
to Rosings, certainly increases."
Mr. Collins had a compliment, and an allusion to throw in
here, which were kindly smiled on by the mother and daughter.
Lady Catherine observed, after dinner, that Miss Bennet seemed
out of spirits; and immediately accounting for it herself,
by supposing that she did not like to go home again so soon,
she added,
"But if that is the case, you must write to your mother to
beg that you may stay a little longer. Mrs. Collins will be
very glad of your company, I am sure."
"I am much obliged to your ladyship for your kind invitation," replied
Elizabeth, "but it is not in my power to accept it.—I
must be in town next Saturday."
"Why, at that rate, you will have been here only six weeks.
I expected you to stay two months. I told Mrs. Collins so before
you came. There can be no occasion for your going so soon.
Mrs. Bennet could certainly spare you for another fortnight."
"But my father cannot.—He wrote last week to hurry my
return."
"Oh! your father of course may spare you, if your mother can.—Daughters
are never of so much consequence to a father. And if you will
stay another month complete, it will be in my power
to take one of you as far as London, for I am going there early
in June, for a week; and as Dawson does not object to the Barouche
box, there will be very good room for one of you—and
indeed, if the weather should happen to be cool, I should not
object to taking you both, as you are neither of you large."
"You are all kindness, Madam; but I believe we must abide
by our original plan."
Lady Catherine seemed resigned.
"Mrs. Collins, you must send a servant with them. You know
I always speak my mind, and I cannot bear the idea of two young
women travelling post by themselves. It is highly improper.
You must contrive to send somebody. I have the greatest dislike
in the world to that sort of thing.—Young women should
always be properly guarded and attended, according to their
situation in life. When my niece Georgiana went to Ramsgate
last summer, I made a point of her having two men servants
go with her.—Miss Darcy, the daughter of Mr. Darcy of
Pemberley, and Lady Anne, could not have appeared with propriety
in a different manner.—I am excessively attentive to
all those things. You must send John with the young ladies,
Mrs. Collins. I am glad it occurred to me to mention it; for
it would really be discreditable to you to let them go alone."
"My uncle is to send a servant for us."
"Oh!—Your uncle!—He keeps a man-servant, does
he?—I am very glad you have somebody who thinks of those
things. Where shall you change horses?—Oh! Bromley, of
course.—If you mention my name at the Bell, you will
be attended to."
Lady Catherine had many other questions to ask respecting
their journey, and as she did not answer them all herself,
attention was necessary, which Elizabeth believed to be lucky
for her, or, with a mind so occupied, she might have forgotten
where she was. Reflection must be reserved for solitary hours;
whenever she was alone, she gave way to it as the greatest
relief; and not a day went by without a solitary walk, in which
she might indulge in all the delight of unpleasant recollections.
Mr. Darcy's letter, she was in a fair way of soon knowing
by heart. She studied every sentence: and her feelings towards
its writer were at times widely different. When she remembered
the style of his address, she was still full of indignation;
but when she considered how unjustly she had condemned and
upbraided him, her anger was turned against herself; and his
disappointed feelings became the object of compassion. His
attachment excited gratitude, his general character respect;
but she could not approve him; nor could she for a moment repent
her refusal, or feel the slightest inclination ever to see
him again. In her own past behaviour, there was a constant
source of vexation and regret; and in the unhappy defects of
her family a subject of yet heavier chagrin. They were hopeless
of remedy. Her father, contented with laughing at them, would
never exert himself to restrain the wild giddiness of his youngest
daughters; and her mother, with manners so far from right herself,
was entirely insensible of the evil. Elizabeth had frequently
united with Jane in an endeavour to check the imprudence of
Catherine and Lydia; but while they were supported by their
mother's indulgence, what chance could there be of improvement?
Catherine, weak-spirited, irritable, and completely under Lydia's
guidance, had been always affronted by their advice; and Lydia,
self-willed and careless, would scarcely give them a hearing.
They were ignorant, idle, and vain. While there was an officer
in Meryton, they would flirt with him; and while Meryton was
within a walk of Longbourn, they would be going there for ever.
Anxiety on Jane's behalf was another prevailing concern, and
Mr. Darcy's explanation, by restoring Bingley to all her former
good opinion, heightened the sense of what Jane had lost. His
affection was proved to have been sincere, and his conduct
cleared of all blame, unless any could attach to the implicitness
of his confidence in his friend. How grievous then was the
thought that, of a situation so desirable in every respect,
so replete with advantage, so promising for happiness, Jane
had been deprived, by the folly and indecorum of her own family!
When to these recollections was added the developement of
Wickham's character, it may be easily believed that the happy
spirits which had seldom been depressed before, were now so
much affected as to make it almost impossible for her to appear
tolerably cheerful.
Their engagements at Rosings were as frequent during the last
week of her stay as they had been at first. The very last evening
was spent there; and her Ladyship again enquired minutely into
the particulars of their journey, gave them directions as to
the best method of packing, and was so urgent on the necessity
of placing gowns in the only right way, that Maria thought
herself obliged, on her return, to undo all the work of the
morning, and pack her trunk afresh.
When they parted, Lady Catherine, with great condescension,
wished them a good journey, and invited them to come to Hunsford
again next year; and Miss De Bourgh exerted herself so far
as to curtsey and hold out her hand to both. |